[Note: This is Part 2 of a 9-part series. Each part is a song from Awkward Anonymous’ album Reality Time Machine. To read about the backstory of this album, click here. To listen to this song on YouTube, click here.]
Verse 1
I don’t know what I was thinking when I took your advice to stop breathing. Did you know it was suicide when I did that? Did you know I could’ve died if I didn’t realize something’s wrong and quit it? If I didn’t know better, I’d think you wanted me dead.
And who am I to be the one to judge you? And who are you to be the one to judge me?
Chorus
And I don’t feel like anything else matters.
As long as I know that I’m still here.
And I don’t remember exactly how long I had her.
As long as I know that she was here.
Verse 2
Give me a chance to prove myself. What do you have to lose? You already live in hell. Cause life is pain I know. It ain’t no fun at all to go watch them hang us all. Love’s prohibited by law. I can’t be here with you, I’m not allowed.
And who are they to be the ones to judge us? And who are we to be the ones to judge them?
Chorus
And I don’t feel like anything else matters.
As long as I know that I’m still here.
And I don’t remember exactly how long I had her.
As long as I know that she was here. (2x)
Bridge
I don’t feel the same without you. I’m going insane without you. (3x)
Chorus
And I don’t feel like anything else matters.
As long as I know that I’m still here.
And I don’t remember exactly how long I had her.
As long as I know that she was here. (2x)
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