[Note: This is Part 7 of a 9-part series. Each part is a song from Awkward Anonymous’ album Reality Time Machine. To read about the backstory of this album, click here. To listen to this song on YouTube, click here.]
Verse 1
What I was, what I am, what you want me to become, you don’t know where I’m from now.
And so you call this your home, when it is so cold, and it doesn’t feel right here.
And I am so afraid about the past and how it could come back.
Chorus
Believe me, it’s not easy.
Deceive me, it’s so crazy.
Now everyone, go have some fun.
Believe in me.
Deceiving me. (2x)
Verse 2
And everywhere and everyday feels like I’m falling apart.
And I don’t want to be here, I can feel it in the air now.
And I don’t want to be with you.
With you. (4x)
Chorus
Believe me, it’s not easy.
Deceive me, it’s so crazy.
Now everyone, go have some fun.
Believe in me.
Deceiving me. (2x)
Bridge
Take me away now. I’m not afraid now, no.
Take me away now. I don’t care now, no.
Take me away now. I’m not afraid now, no.
Take me away now. I am aware now, no!
Take me away now. I’m not afraid now, no!
Take me away now. I’m not scared now, no!
I’m not scared!
Chorus
Believe me, it’s not easy.
Deceive me, it’s so crazy.
Now everyone, go have some fun!
Believe in me.
Deceiving me.
You’re leaving me
Deceive me.
You’re leaving me!
Deceive me.
Outro
And I am so afraid about the past and how it could come back.
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